Sunday, October 18, 2009




Maccarons and Mookcake from my baby......Hmmm...Thanks baby :)




Tuesday, October 13, 2009




Found this photo a few sec ago
was on e phone wif beng
lol .. was surprised at it


haiz ... vain vain beng

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

ah beng love me a lot
he goes ard many plc juz to find mooncake for me
was super upset when he accidentally throw away e mooncake
he went to thru hardship to get it

Beng ... i love u more than mooncake

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Thursday, September 10, 2009


M super duper happy & touch today
I always tot Ah Beng dun notice me

kekekke ... realised tat it is not true today

Friday, September 4, 2009

cancel my meet up wif sis for japan discussion 2day
told her tat i having a bad headache & stress
might cancel e trip

immediate respond ..
dunno wat u thinking, let me know early & i plan on my own
realised tat our family r brought up wif ltd compassion & care

told ah beng abt it
"babe, send me where u wanna go, i help u check"
"dun worry to much babe"
:) see & feel beng beng's soft side

a chapter opens when e other close
thank you beng beng

Monday, August 31, 2009

realised tat there r always yakult & ham when i stay at beng's plc quite a while back
ydd confirm ... kekek
ah beng juz using his little way to to adore me

Friday, August 21, 2009

kiss...kisss

Monday, August 17, 2009

1st Pillow Talk


We had our 1st pillow talk
kekekke ...
Stress free environment is so cool

Friday, August 14, 2009



AAHHHHhhhhh .............
m going beng hse on sat
YeaPPie!!!!!!!

I LOVE U, BENG BENG

Thursday, August 13, 2009


cheer up.....the glass is half-full and not half-empty.....

calm....

I understand baby......and am happy that we have the chance to be even better friends cos u will always be someone special to me too.....:)










Starting a New Chapter

Ah beng I know Y u r so dear to me :)
U r e 1st tat i hope i can keep forever

1 will always realised when faced wif lost

wif this fear of lost, i learn to let u go
so I still can still keep u ...
not as a frd, not as a bf
but some1 wif tat special plc in my heart

Summer Edition '09



kekekeke ... beng beng got all for me b4
kekekeke ... yum yum

and surprise there r total 31 types of caramel corn
http://tohato.jp/products/caramelcorn/character.html

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Acceptance........

And the tears flowed yesterday........................







Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Closing Chapter


Maybe u'll be visited at times
Maybe u'll be totally forgotten
......

Saturday, August 8, 2009




All women 8mths to 80yrs needs to be coaxed

Baby ... 2moro is Sun, I dun have to work
Beng, we heading back to ur hse aft dinner
Nope, 2moro i have to standby at camp

Thursday, August 6, 2009

I was sleeping......

Was sleeping.....till morning....sorry


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

2am in e morning still no sms ...
m i rili trying too hard

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Sunday, August 2, 2009

The way out.....


I understand.....i won't hold you back.......


I Hear U......


Just because I don't respond does not mean I don't hear you......


Running Time


Laces out.....I think I will be seeing a lot of these shoes from now on.


Cold or Old Pizza


hmmm, this the one dat gave me stomach ache at 3 am...


feel like m expected to

only have the right to listen and agree (no counter proposing)
give up sex
give up opportunity to be a mother
be alone and try to restart a life at 46

WHAT MORE???!!!!!!!!!
F@%# %$##@^%&*(&^

One month break.......


Wah lau, one month???


Saturday, August 1, 2009

Benjamin Button


Nice surprise from Bali....


4 months vs 3 months




Taipei.......must wait until Nov 09....








waiting......



Photo make-up mode - look 5 years younger!!!!!


Assumption

I remember someone told me this...."Never assume, because it makes an ASS of U and ME....hmmmm

Suntanning article

Going for a sun-tan? Check out the risks involved:

http://www.fda.gov/Radiation-EmittingProducts/RadiationEmittingProductsandProcedures/Tanning/ucm135889.htm

Dating 101

How your ego can ruin a relationship....points to note?

http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/relationships/24312/dating-101-five-ways-your-ego-can-kill-your-relationship

Peranakan Feast

Ah Beng and Auntie on Razor TV.....

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/news/33420.html

Why do men get fat????

Read on.....interesting article on why men get fat.....

http://health.asiaone.com/Health/Men%2527s%2BMatters/Story/A1Story20090723-156652.html

memorable days.....


Enjoyed the events we attended........
Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

returning from bali full of affection for beng ...

m so affected tat i can't communicate wif him
m so affected when i know beng din bother to look at our blog
m so affected wondering if it is me or him

conclusion ... 1 mth cooling off time for myself.
i still think tat he will almost never visit this blog

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


was so looking forward to spend e nite wif Beng b4 i go off to Bali
end up .. coz of his mum, he goes home

after a while i think think .. y din i juz go back wif him ... haiz

Sunday, July 19, 2009

as my love for beng beng grow little by little

beng beng's patient for me decrease little by little

Monday, July 13, 2009

3rd Movie


In the highly-anticipated "Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen," debuting June 24, 2009, Sam Witwicky (Shia LaBeouf) again joins with the Autobots against their sworn enemies, the Decepticons. Michael Bay directs from a screenplay by Ehren Kruger & Roberto Orci & Alex Kurtzman.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

2nd Movie

Based on a chilling true story, THE HAUNTING IN CONNECTICUT charts one family's terrifying, real-life encounter with the dark forces of the supernatural. When the Campbell family moves to upstate Connecticut, they soon learn that their charming Victorian home has a disturbing history: not only was the house a transformed funeral parlor where inconceivable acts occurred, but the owner's clairvoyant son Jonah served as a demonic messenger, providing a gateway for spiritual entities to crossover.

Now unspeakable terror awaits, when Jonah, the boy who communicated with the powerful dark forces of the supernatural, returns to unleash a new kind of horror on the innocent and unsuspecting family.
he is 14 yrs my senior
he is not romantic
he is not energetic enuff
he is always not listening to me

Y do I love Old Beng

he endures wif my nonsense
he tries to spend time wif me
he put in effort to merge wif my life
he try to ans to all tat i desire

most importantly he love me :)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

i recall this conversation ...

"Hey, is he ur bf or or staff?", peeps
wake up this morning frustrated ...

beng say he will come at 9am to help pack my room
i've done most of it on sat so tat we can spend more time 2gether
n 1st home cook meal

FSDD .. think there's no point blogging abt e details
coz he will never see

Y !

coz this blog is not important enuff for him to take down e details when given
m i juz like his guitar lessons, slr, n other of his short lived interest

Friday, July 3, 2009

Honor & Integraly

"Beng, i've set up our blog" , b
"Wah, it look good. I'll go in everyday", beng

1st day monitor .. FAILED

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Honor & Integrity

Early June '09.....
"Beng, would u sponsor my cabana boy", b
"Yes baby, but no sex k", beng

About 1 mth later ....
"Beng, u sponsor my cabana boy in Bali rite", b
"no", beng
"Beng, but u agree b4, juz say no sex allow", b
"no, when did i ever say tat?" beng

my heart smashes ....